Friday, 5 July 2013

Day 163 of depressive episode: My Thoughts: Forsaken.

Took quite some time to find a word, or words, to express how i feel, well it came to me today...forsaken...I feel as though I've been forsaken.

The crushing despair and utter helplessness i'm feeling over my existence will ensure this is a short post, sufficient it is to say that when people say they've been busy or they've got a good thing going they actually mean I've been excluded and forgotten about...and the way i feel right now I'm done making an effort with them just like my family who forsaken me.

Majority of my existence I've been alone in my survival, I'll fight on alone and one day I'll die alone.

Nobody will notice.

5th July 2013 the journey continues.

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