After 50 days the episode is over.
Done, finished. The depression is out of here (at least for the
temporary).
A few nights of sleeping properly and
an increased appetite contribute to me feeling energized and
determined to make something happen, free from the machinations of my
depression and anxiety I am able to concentrate, I’ve been typing
away furiously for my Open Uni course, my job searching, applying and even a
story I started some time back.
I'm even confident enough I might
re-apply to the volunteering organisation that turned me down
recently as they didn't think I was ready now but I would be in 12 or
18 months, well I feel like saying to them sod that I’m ready now
and I ain't taking no for a answer, although before i do anything i will talk to the two who kindly supplied me references and see what their take on it is.
I’ve waited long enough to be
given a chance to do something, now is the time.
24th April the journey
continues.